my life in black & white.

2007-01-12T16:34:00.000-08:00

realised it's been quite long since i actually wrote an entry instead of posting a song. its been slightly more than a month since i enlisted into the army..life's been good since then..i've lost more than 7 kg, and still counting. i got into a rather relaxed company, wif great sergeants, great platoon commander and great oc. i thank god for making my army life rather easy..so anyway, i decided to try for ocs. the pay is like, holy shit! for a cadet( trainee at ocs) u get 730! thats like 50 bucks lesser than a trained sergeant la. den aft training u pass out as an officer, u get 1000!!!!!!!!!!! haha. the pay is 1 thing, but the prestige and training are other factors why i wanna go. i don wanna spend my 2 years in army ending up as a corporal or sth. i wanna be somebody useful too. so yeah, wish me luck in my bid to enter ocs....anyway don feel like writing too much...so yeah...oh ya, field camp next wk! bye to the rest of e world...will be in tekong jungle/forest for 5 days.....cya.

i've got you.

2006-12-24T18:22:00.000-08:00

Baby (x11)

I'm So Glad...

I Will Never Find Another Lover
Sweeter Than You
Sweeter Than You
And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You
More Precious Than You
Girl You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby

Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger
You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You

All My Life (Ohhhh..Baby, Baby)
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I...That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me

You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turn My Life Around,
You Pick Me Up When I Was Down,
You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile My Face Glow
You Pick Me Up When I Was Down
Say...You're All That I Ever Know
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Pick Me Up When I Was Down
And I Hope That You
Feel The Same Way Too
Yes I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I ..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You.....

everytime you're near i feel like im in heaven, feeling high. you must be my saviour sent by god....

2006-12-07T08:22:00.000-08:00

It's early in the morning
soon another day will dawn
I can't wait to feel your arms
around me again

I believe that we could
lay down the world
together we could live
the dream that never ends

Open up the door
just a little more
baby let me in

You are the one, You are the one
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go, You are the one
why make it harder, than it has to be
just listen, I'll give you love
if you'll give me your heart

Everytime I near you
time is standing still
there's nothing you can't fix
with your heavenly smile

I would never leave you
my love is for life
taking things for granted
was never my style

Just give a little love
say you'll never stop
I'll do anything

You are the one, You are the one
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go, You are the one
why make it harder, than it has to be
just listen, I'll give you love
If you'll give me your heart

And I'll do anything
if you give me your heart
ahh ahh yeah
I'll do anything

You are the one, You are the one
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go

give a little love
say you'll never stop
and I'll do anything
I'll give you love
if you'll give me your heart

ohhhhh ohhhhh

who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
Where ever you go
you are the one
why make it harder, than it has to be
just listen, I'll give you love

if you'll give me your heart

this is it. dec8th has arrived...the day that ive been looking forward to/dreading is finally here. everything else ends. ill be a full time national service man in approx 12 hrs. be bookin in at tekong....many to thanks to every1 who wished me luck and everything. appreciated everything. thanks to every1 who tried to make an effort to get me a farewell dinner and stuff. really sorry i cant make it..but i appreciate everything.

i was packin my stuff just now when suddenly everything seemed so weird. time seem to fly. im already going to army...but it still feels like yesterday when i first stepped into my secondary school. and how fast time flies, its been 6 years. now i embark on my next chapter in life.......oh well.

don wanna write too much..kinda feeling tired too. take care every1. hope everything goes well to every1.

take gd care of yourself..i know ive said it a million times but yeah. gonna miss u so so much. love you.

2006-12-05T00:21:00.000-08:00

prom's tonight but i dont feel excited at all. im quite passive now. suddenly i wanna use my enlistment as an excuse to run away from my life. i don't wanna face what i have to face...nvm forget it. anyway, i don't tink ill bring a phone in. no pt. wats e pt. yeah. urgh.

time to snap back to reality. the truth always hurts. what was i tinking when i tot that i was actually beginning to stand a chance?

2006-12-03T10:10:00.000-08:00

tmr is finally monday... =)

4 days more..........

2006-12-01T22:16:00.000-08:00

its been 41 hours since we last parted. every hour spent apart from u feels like a day. time passes so slowly....every hour gone now is another hour closer to time of my departure...my favourite past time now is to play mahjong..cuz it drains time very quickly, to take my mind of missing you.

hope you're well. i miss you so.

2006-11-30T07:52:00.000-08:00

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I'm loving you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

the whole of this song totally reflects what i am.

2006-11-29T11:57:00.000-08:00

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

days pass by..the feeling of unwillingness lingers...i can't bear to go.....
but just in case you don't know, my heart will still be with you, always.

2006-11-29T06:25:00.000-08:00

We are drivers,
and the past is the rear mirror
if you want to drive ahead but you keep looking at the rear mirror
instead of looking ahead to where you are going
you will end up in a car accident
till then you'll get more hurt and end up worse.
we should all look ahead while we drive and move on wif life,
but of course at times we need to look at our rear mirror,
to remind ourselves of the past.

2006-11-28T20:14:00.000-08:00

Main entry: unconditional love
Definition: affection with no limits or conditions; complete love

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

2006-11-28T07:53:00.000-08:00

But I still got so many unsaid things that I wanna say
And I just can't wait another day
I wish she knew
That I still wait up wondering if she will remember me
But theres no way for me to know
And I want her to know
That I need her

shld have been at chalet now..but they went night cyclin so i decided to come home, leaving my bag there. gonna pick my bag up tmr i guess. recently been stayin up till damn late. sat:3am sun:5am mon:7am.today: yet to be decided. dun feel like slping actually. so many things to do and so little time to finish doing them.sigh.

2006-11-26T05:26:00.000-08:00

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

i'll be leaving soon for scott's house again. gonna stay over then go over to the basketball chalet together tmr..hope it's fun. update when im back...take care everybody..

2006-11-24T11:24:00.000-08:00

You and I must make a pact
We must bring salvation back
Where there is love
I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you
I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name
And I'll be there

Woah woah yeah

I'll be there to comfort you
I'll build my world and dreams around you
So glad that I found you
I'll be there with love that's strong
I'll be your strength
I'll keep holding on and on and on
Oh yes I will

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me
I'll be there

I'll be there to protect you
With an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name
And I'll be there

I'll be there to comfort you
I'll build my world and dreams around you
So glad that I found you
I'll be there with love that's strong
I'll be your strength
I'll keep holding on and on
Oh yeah

If you should ever find someone new
I know he'd better be good to you
Cos if he doesn't
Then I'll be there

Don't you know baby yeah,
I'll be there
I'll be there
Just call my name
And I'll be there

Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah

I'll be there baby
I'll be there
You know I'll be there
Just call my name and I'll be there
I'll be there
I'll be there
Just call my name
And I'll be there

juz reached home frm watching casino royale at ps..tired...

2006-11-23T22:11:00.000-08:00

Dont know what to say now
Dont know where to start
I dont know how to handle
A complicated heart
You tell me you are leaving
But I just have to say
Before you throw it all away
Even if you want to go alone
I will be waiting when youre coming home
If you need someone to ease the pain
You can lean on me, my love will still remain
Dont know what youre thinking
To me it seems quite tough
To hold a conversation
When words are not enough
So this is your decision
And theres nothing I can do
I can only say to you
Even if you want to go alone
I will be waiting when youre coming home
If you need someone to ease the pain
You can lean on me, my love will still remain